Beiyii Currently a JJCian... Once a JVSian, Always a Rulangnite. Born on the 16th of Dec, a wonderful Saggitauras. Wahaha~ Loves Netball like never before but currently in CDC (CIVIL DEFENCE CLUB)*people... we not only extinguishes fire... We do hell lots more :) love it loads though I always say it's a stupid CCA

In year 3000, I am no longer a puppet of life nor anyone's teddybear. I passed my promos with 3As and 2Bs and my A-levels with 4As and 1B, played a part in the 2010 first Youth Olympic Games held in Singapore. I got my scholarship for physiotheraphy and went to Nanyang Poly to take a 3-year Diploma course in Physiotheraphy and 1 year in the university of Australia. I came back to Singapore signing a bond with National University Hospital and made my name in the hall of fame for physiotherapists. I upgraded my degree to a doctorate and took up counseling courses. I made every single of my patient to walk out of my rehabilation centre full of pride and confidence in life even though they met with unfortunante events and walk out healthier each day. At the age of 35, I retired my parents from their work places and gave them a luxurious life also I would start my monthly diving trip across the oceans. At the age of 50, I earned enough money for retirement and went on backpack travel to Switzerland, Italy, Venice, Russia and Africa for a whole year. After the long break, I settled down and wrote a ficton that made it's name into the bestselling author, took part in the filming procedures of the story I made with me as the scriptwriter. The movie turn out the be a block buster but I just stick to one, an experience I have in a lifetime. 2 years after I died, I recarnated into a dolphin swimming my way across the ocean and helping people with undersea mines and waving hello to tourist by jumping up above the water and diving back to the sea. Then, I died of pollution because people dosen't care about me and my fellow dolphin friends. And now in year 3000, I am reborn as a child. With new ambitions and a new life...

JJ LIN JUN JIE, HUANG YIDA & ANNGELA ZHANG SHAO HAN rocks my world. My passion for Netball was never dead, purple is my representative colour and I love it loads. Freedom and understanding of people around me is what I crave for the most now.Winnie The Pooh & Family is the cutest and nicest in the whole world. I would be darn wonderful to have a whole cabinet of Winnie The Pooh machandise :DD I crave alot on junk food as you can see from my size. I am bias towards creative people who are willing to voice their thoughts and unique people that have character traits that are not common. I wanna scuba dive in Tioman and around the world if possible and I wanna go switzerland because it's a beautiful country.

JC life is chaos. GP sux, Maths equally sux. Vegetable is not my food. I am a carnivore. I simply can't stand backstabbers, liars and betrayals. I hate being accused of stuffs I didn't do and of course being treated as a teddy bear or puppet. Last but not least, every student hates EXAMS!!!

NEEDS
:) As in A-levels
:) A Allied Health Scholarship
:) To open up
:) Be sociable
:) Slim down
:) more money

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:) Personal Room
:) Nitendo DS lite
:) Personal camera
:) Tour the world
:) Scuba Diving
:) JJ's new album
:) Learn dancing

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I only have one word for my A-levels... That is... 惨!!!!

Haiz... Today's econs paper was a total sucks...
So much for me pia-ing macro policy...
YOu know what the toot came out?
NID and NIS!!! Circular flow of income!!! (超冷门的!)
Then the micro was worse... You can't even choose a question that you fully knows what it want man! Hiaz...
The globalization questi0n was... fine... i bet the easiest of all... but I suddenly can't remember the points!! ZZzzz... Lost motivation for studying econs man... Haizzzzz.....

Well... Not my motive for blogging... 不想提起伤心事... Now, i think I have problem clearing J2 man... Even maths which I have the most confidence in was a total failure... and I think it's super dumb to fail maths for a national exam... cause singaporeans are suppose to be good in maths... cambridge standard... Welll... Anyway... Anyone interested in looking at how 荒谬and 创新 cambridge is this year... You can get the maths, GP econs and chem papers from me... ZZzzzz....

Ok.. to my motive of blogging... Cause I was telling Huimin that after A-levels I think I will feel empty and 失去方向 cause i have been mugging for so long that I forgot how living life is like... Then she told that she did a to-do list after As to keep her in track... So I shall do it too... Cause I have alot of unfufilled wishes... Opp cost for studying...

TO DO LIST:
- Thailand trip -> Puhket
- Volunteer under SPCA
- Try out as a physiotherapist or a occupational therapist
- Work (That's of course)
- International voluntary work
- K-box (I can't remember when was the last time I went)
- Learn Dancing (Particularly Hip-hop)
- Bake
- Cook
- Slim down ****
- Finish my unfinished work
- 和老朋友叙旧
- 保留现有的友情
- Taiwan
- Sports (Netball especially)
- Go Sentosa! (I am devoid of the sun for damn long)
- Shopping Spree (这很难得!)

That's all i remember... for now.. I still feel i forgot something very important... Haha...

我会变得更勇敢
我不会再轻易掉泪
我不会再轻视自己的生命
我会改变 等全新的我东山再起吧!

And this... IS SO NICE!!! I LOVE IT!!!! Hope they do produce this watch... :))))

Yup... Abit kiddy... But I think is damn nice... YES man... HOHOH.... Again... Credits goes to JJ Lin's Official website... :) Can make a visit if you wan to...

Webbie: http://www.jjfusion.com/

虽然迟了一点但今天的我发现这里没有我的容身之地。不管走到那里都感觉是多余的。为何我会有这种想法呢？连我自己也不晓得。所以我也不盼望朋友会知道。

曾经很想问你们这几句简单却对我来说充满意义话：

如果我消失了
你们会在多久之后发现呢？
一小时？ 两小时？还是突然想起我时才发现我以不在了？
答案。。。我从没想也不想知道。

如果我累了，脱队了
你们会责怪我吗？
答案。。。我想我知道。

如果你们想出去玩
但你们知道我最近心情不好
可能会破坏你们的美好时光
你们会叫我吗？
答案。。。 我想知道。

你们不必多说我也知道你们并不会多看我一眼
我是一个在你们没人约没人管的时候想起的一个朋友吧
就像一个你小时候很喜欢的一个洋娃娃
曾经喜欢的不得了
后来没兴趣了就随手丢到一边去
回过头突然想起洋娃娃的存在
再去拥抱它。
我想。。。我在你们的心目中因该是这样的洋娃娃吧。。。

今年的生日
有谁会记得？
不要让我想那女孩一样
许一个那么不开心的愿望。。。


最后我当今的心情就如这句话吧。。。

『是否我沉默了，你才能听到我的心声
是否我停止了， 你才能看到我的眼泪
是否我心碎了，你才会摸到我的心痛
是否我消失了，你才会知道我的存在』

完毕。

Results sux...
So I went retail therapy today...
Well... Pretty weird for me to go retail therapy...
Haha...
Anyway, I finally bought my shoe... and I think I wanna buy another one >.<
Haiz... Addiction is fatal...

BBQ on monday... Whheeee...
Should I massage them to go mountain climbing?
I should.... Maybe I should not...
Haiz... 明天再说...
How many more tomorrows do I have?

Many thinks that immunity is good...
Now I think immunity is not good at all...
I am immune to failure...
Plunged for maths and I am not feeling as sad as I thought I would be...
I should be sad...
I should be unhappy...
I should cry...
I should....
Why do I have to tell myself that I should be sad? Isn't this suppose to be a natural feeling?
Haiz... 人生....

Living is getting harder and harder as the days go by...

Prelim finally over... Yippeeeeeee!
Ok... It's not like I put in my heart and soul for this prelim --> Cause have been mugging for so long until I think prelim period I fatigue liao... LOL...
Anyway... The end of prelims also means that there is not much time left from now the 09-11-09...Haiz...

Who was the one who told me A-level is just A LITTLE BIT stressful than o level?!!!!
I have have a hell hard time for A's than O's can.... It's not A LITTLE BIT... It's ALOT can... So lesson learnt... NEver listen to what others say... Believe in yourself....

Why earth did I choose this path!!! I should have stayed to my will back then... 我真是一个不定心的人啊! 算了。。。 下次就死死坚持我的理念和我相信对我自己最好的。。。

Anyway... Recently.... I seem to have a self realization... I am not that kind hearted as I thought I am (OMG~ I am so dowan face) and my 心胸也没有很宽阔 like some people think... I think I am a very petty person... I think Veron seems to know that... Haha... I get angry very easily... especially during this period of time... and when I get angry... I don't scold I don't scream... but I will have a black face... and keep very quiet... cause I am afraid I will scold and scream when I open my mouth... LOL... Hmm... sometimes I want to hide my anger... because sometimes... you are just angry with yourself... it has totally nothing to do with anybody... but the people around you seems to be your victim... and I feel very selfish and bad to pull friends down... 人家的好心情就因为我的黑脸而变成坏心情... This dosen't seem to be the way I want it... So people... next time you see my black face... just don care.. OK? I will be better after awhile... Can self recuperate one... Hahaa... So I don't think I am a kind of person who is able to help... I can be a good listener but never a good advisor... And sometimes... Your story may make be very emotional... and when everything bottles up... The next person who add that last ingredient will be my victim... Sometimes it's actually not the person fault... the person just so happen to push the button... So I am really sorry for that last person... yup...

Ok... I am blabbering rubbish... as you can see... no sentence structure one... The moral of the story is... I have this sudden self realization that physiotherapy dosen't seem to be a right job for a person like me... what if one day I blast at my patient... I will be like OMG!!! And I am pretty a pessimist...

Maybe I will change for the better... but currently... I am opening myself up to some other courses... Physiotherapy although still on the top of my list... It dosen't mean it can't be replaced... :)

原本答应自己要保持一段距离
所以在离开时才不会觉得特别的痛苦
但我却让你们一步一步的接近
这样-如果你们真的离开了我
我也不知道我会不会痛苦得无法自拔
我不想被捅一刀有一刀

完毕 :)

Is there something wrong with blogger or is it just my coms?
Both my laptop and the CPU is having problem with blogger..
This page is damn weird... LOL...

Hetic week is finally over...
Imagine yourself having 3 content-based paper for one day...
It's a total OMG!
And the stupid thing that happened yesterday...
There was one question on defining enthalpy change of formation under standard conditions.
And my answer ended with ceteris paribus.... OMG...
I think I went mad... I almost laughed out lah...
If I really did I think the people and teachers will look at me like I am mad...
Haha...

Anyway, This prelim is very weird for me...
Hmm... Donno how to put it into word...
Just feeling too slack for a prelim...
Haiz...
Is this good or bad??

As the time nears, everyone inevitably gets stressed up and become sensitive to even the tiniest thing
But this is the very time we test how this friendship holds.
Many believes that friends in High school and university will be your friends for life.
Or at least for a longer period of time compared to those you made friends with in Sec and pri school but I seem to have some doubts to that...
I don't know how many agrees to this...
But it does matter to me...

101 Days... See me shine :)